ano toki umareta no
あのとき生まれたの
I'll softly give you my thoughts
watashi no omoi sotto ageru
私の想いそっとあげる
That were born at that moment
shinjite ite
信じていて
Please believe in them
deatta hi kara
出逢った日から
Since the day when we met
hajimete no kimochi megutteru
初めての気持ち巡ってる
For the first time, I have these feelings, and they go around
honto no egao hoshii nante
ホントの笑顔ほしいなんて
I want your true smile
anata ga oshiete kureta sorao
あなたが教えてくれた空を
I embrace the sky
dakishimete yume o miru
抱きしめて夢をみる
That you told me about and dream
tooi keredo・・・
遠いけれど・・・
It's faraway, but...
atatakai hikari no kakera
あたたかい光のかけら
The fragments of warm light
kizutsuita hane ni inochi o kureta no
傷ついた羽根に命をくれたの
Gave life to my wounded wings
fureta toki umareta
触れたとき生まれた
Born at the moment when we touched
tsuyoi watashi no soba ni
強い私のそばに
Next to me, who is strong
mamoraretai watashi ga nemutte ita no
守られたいわたしが眠っていたの
The me who wants to be protected was asleep
sou unmei kaerareru ne
そう運命変えられるね
That's right, destiny can be changed
futari no koi mezamesasete・・・
ふたりの恋目覚めさせて・・・
Let our love awaken...
What terrible table manners.
Seventh Episode 「Women」
Eat it in thirty minutes and they get 20,000 yen, huh?
So that means they'll get 40,000 yen per hour.
Is that kind of income necessary?
It's a good income for a woman.
Hey, Murasaki-chan, am I a good woman?
What's the point of confirming that with a seven-year-old?
You're a good woman, Tamaki.
Aren't I?
You gave me an electric stove.
I did, didn't I?
I'm not talking about being a good or bad person.
I'm asking if I'm a woman who can be loved.
How should we know?
What do you think, Yamie?
Do you think I'm interested in any other women besides myself?
Hey, do you know where to find a good man?
There is one!
Shinkurou is a good man.
Shinkurou-kun, eh?
He's kind!
But that's all he is.
He's strong, too.
I guess he does pass several requirements, now that I think about it.
But being a lolicon is a problem, after all.
Lolicon?
It means that he loves you.
It's time already.
I have to go to university.
How rare.
Don't you always sleep in until noon and then loiter around?
I have to meet someone today.
Isn't university a place you go to study?
That's not all there is to it.
You shouldn't be watching TV all the time,
and instead go out and play with men more, now that you have the chance.
I play with Shinkurou.
But I have nothing else to do but watch TV until he comes home.
How about coming to my university with me?
But Shinkurou...
You should go outside sometimes.
He always gets angry at me, though.
If you're always doing what you're told to by men,
they'll just use you and throw you aside later.
That's like being a toy, then!
Right, that's it!
So you do get it.
Anyway, it just means that women should be more assertive.
Okay...
As long as you come home before the boy comes back, you can do whatever you want.
If he calls, I'll cover for you.
Really?
Come on, let's go.
I finally got myself some Bikyaku jeans.
There are Bikyaku jeans for men too?
Again?
Of course! Right, Shinkurou?
Yeah.
Oh? I'll get some too.
What are you doing?
It's cool though, you know.
The leggings are weird, though.
No good.
Ah, yeah, it wasn't good.
Why?
This isn't happening.
Right, it's not happening.
They look like they're hard to walk in.
Yeah, that's it.
Hello?
What'd you say?
Never mind that, the snacks you bought were too sweet.
I'm telling you, it doesn't suit my tastes.
Don't you understand?
Ah, I borrowed this cellphone earlier.
She's in Tamaki's room.
She's teaching her the joys of being a woman or something.
I don't know.
Anyway, the soy sauce was bad.
You've got to buy the nice and expensive ones.
I'm not talking about that.
Murasaki is in Tamaki's room, right?
That's fine, then.
No, enough of that story.
Yes, yes, yes.
Hey, those are my underwear!
You have a woman wash your underwear?
No!
What's that?
That's their style of fashion.
Aren't they cold?
They've got spirit, so they're probably fine.
At Shinkurou's school, everyone wore the same clothes.
So, is everyone free to choose here?
That's because it's university.
I see, freedom is good.
It reeks of mold.
It always reeks of mold when you're around.
You're wearing the same kind of clothes as usual.
Does she have spirit with these clothes, too?
No, no, she's being too assertive.
What'd you say?
She's like an adult video star or some cabaret singer.
What's that?
You're saying that in front of a child?
Her nails are short, so maybe she's more of an adult video star.
Or are these extensions?
They broke!
Did you fight with your boyfriend or something?
You know, I'll never forgive you.
I don't want to be told that by a thief!
You've had several men stolen from you.
Shut up!
You always steal my men,
and then throw them aside in the end!
Those men just weren't enough for me.
That's because you're too half-baked.
I can't help it.
They're the ones who chose me in the first place.
They're just being deceived!
This person is really loud, Tamaki.
Isn't she?
Be quiet, child.
I think those clothes are strange.
What'd you say?
They're too flashy, and it's like a balloon!
Ball-
I can see your panties too, it's just very unladylike.
What a cheeky kid!
It's your new boyfriend's tastes, right?
Shut up!
Introduce him to me.
I would never!
I can imagine who it is, though.
What are you saying?
The one that's a year below you in the tennis club.
Shinozaki-kun, was it?
You...
Let me give you some advice.
He likes long kisses.
Tamaki...
He likes it slow and to take his time.
You have to stretch a bit to reach because he's tall,
but that's what's nice about it.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and embraced...
Are you okay, Tamaki?
Being beautiful is a sin.
Is university a place where you compete for men?
That happens everywhere.
Is that how it is?
There aren't any seats.
Geez, they should go off campus and do it.
Is university a place to find a companion?
It's not something that extreme, but it's a place where you can do that.
Everyone looks like they're having fun.
You don't know what they're thinking deep inside, though.
They might be looking for new prey.
What's prey?
It means that men find other women, and women find other men.
Women too?
Naturally.
And charming women like me draw men in from everywhere.
How many?
I guess the number of digits you have.
Ten?
Digits aren't only on your hand.
That many?
Yep.
That's how you pursue your ideal man.
Is that the freedom my mother spoke of?
What was that?
Nothing.
She's giving him a present.
Those kinds of couples break up right away.
Why?
One of them's forcing himself to keep up with the other.
There aren't any humans who are the same, after all.
What about the couples over there?
That man is a pimp.
That woman is like, "Hang in there a bit longer."
He'll soon get used and thrown aside, though.
You're amazing, Tamaki! You're like a fortune teller.
I'm more trustworthy than a fortune teller, though.
I'm the love doctor, after all.
Tamaki.
You're late, Satoshi.
I almost thought of going to class, too.
Sorry.
I have to look after her today, though.
So could we meet again next time?
I had something to tell you today, though.
You can't tell me next week?
Well, what I have to tell you is really quick.
That's why I'm saying...
You...
You brought her on purpose, didn't you?
What are you saying?
Because on the phone-
That's not it!
You're always like this.
She's from the room next door-
Let's...
Let's talk next week.
Let's end this toda-
Not today, Satoshi!
I can't go on-
Stop!
I can't keep up with you.
You're always selfish.
How? There are times when I try to keep up with you too!
And when was that?
Hey, are you serious?
Well...
I seem strong because you're weak!
That's like saying I can't be strong!
No! I'm trying, too!
But then you say it doesn't matter and start yelling!
You do that too!
I'm always being held back.
That can't be helped! You...
There are things I can do, too!
But, with you...
There are times when I want you to protect me too!
That's impossible.
Whenever I try to do something, you get upset and hit me.
That's because you're not decisive!
That's why I said on the phone that I'd tell you clearly.
Not that!
You even brought this kid.
Let's talk about this next time!
Let's have a proper talk!
I won't be seeing you anymore.
Satoshi...
I'll be clear.
Let's break up.
No way, this is it for us?
It's what I want.
All right, let's have a long talk now.
I'm telling you, there's nothing else to talk about.
Even if you don't have anything to say, I do!
You have to look after her, don't you, Tamaki?
It's all right!
It's not!
Plus, I don't want to hear anymore.
Anyway, I'm going now.
Hold it!
Being violent again?
I said, let's talk!
Stop!
Don't go!
I want to be freed from you.
I can't stand it anymore.
Give me a break already!
Satoshi...
Please let me go!
Sorry...
Tamaki?
Aren't you going to drink your juice?
The ice is melting.
I'm watering it down.
I see.
Murasaki-chan.
Is the juice good?
Yeah, it's good.
That's great.
You can drink a lot, okay?
Tamaki.
Veggie juice is good too.
Are you okay?
Perfectly fine.
Cheer up.
I am cheerful.
I was dumped,
but I actually wanted to find a man first and then break up with him.
I see, you're great.
You don't hold back with men or try to dress how they want.
It's okay to hold back or to have a paired look.
You more or less have to respect and accept them.
You're a good woman, though.
No, you're a kind and good person!
Namely, you're good on the inside!
That kind of woman is a woman that can be loved.
Murasaki-chan.
You're a far better woman than I am.
I wish I could treat you to beer at times like this.
But I can't do that as I am now.
I'm a good woman too!
Maybe it's because I'm too charming.
That's right! You're a woman overflowing with charm!
Right?
Even a woman like me would fall in love with you!
Right?
Yeah!
There are countless men.
I've got to find the man for me.
Yeah, I'll look for one too.
Let's see, is there anyone?
Is there anyone?
There is! Here, and over there too!
Is there anyone? Is there anyone?
Good man, found!
Tamaki, over there-
Tamaki?
Murasaki-chan.
Yes.
You know, men fool women who seem loose and weak off the bat.
Fool them?
I changed my hairstyle and clothing style, too.
I even thought to myself, should I be thinner or not?
You're really cool, though, Tamaki!
It doesn't matter.
Even for strong women, if they can't rely on a man, it's hopeless.
There's no point in relying on them if you can do it yourself.
Even if you're useless, it's hopeless if you don't have an attitude like, "I'm doing my best for you!"
"Doing my best?"
Even though a man doesn't need it and even though it won't look good on him,
they prefer the girls who make them a hand-knit muffler.
Those kind of women are the best in the end.
Those kind of women?
The ones who are a bit loose, a bit excessive, and kind of hang on to you.
And their singing is kind of terrible.
That's right.
That's dangerous.
That's right.
Those kinds of women always act familiar and are good at showing off how useful they are.
Women who act familiar and seem useful...
Do you have a cold?
No, it just kind of came on.
I see.
Anyway,
there's something I want to give you.
Here.
Um... what's this?
A wool hand warmer!
I went to the post office the other day,
and thought of it when I saw the work place.
I thought to myself, "This is it!"
This?
Yes, but I added my own original touch and made it out of wool.
Wool, huh?
After I went to your room the other day, I thought to myself,
"Aren't the nights cold?"
You don't need it?
No! Of course not!
Now I won't be cold anymore!
But if you don't like it...
Not at all!
They look really warm, too.
I see!
Thank goodness.
You can use them at school, too.
At school?!
You don't want to?
No, I just thought I'd treasure them and use them at home.
It's okay, if they get worn out, I'll make you new ones.
Oh no, Shinkurou!
He's being deceived by a woman who acts familiar and useful!
Hey!
Sorry!
I'm in a hurry, so please excuse me.
Hold on.
Sorry, I'm in a hurry.
Go ahead.
Excuse me, the bill please.
Hurry up, hurry up!
It can't be, she...
You can't do that, she's only seven years old.
Seven years old?
Here's your bill, miss.
Yes, yes.
Hurry up, Tamaki!
Wait a bit, Murasaki-chan!
Murasaki?
Are you a lolicon, mister?
Your bill comes to 1280 yen.
1200 and how much?
1280 yen.
Okay.
1280 yen received.
Thank you very much.
Sorry for the wait.
You're so slow!
Hey, hold it!
Excuse me, the bill please.
Yes, we'll take your sales slip.
You confirmed it on the phone, though!
That was several hours ago.
That's true, but...
Couldn't you at least think of why I had called?
I am not her guardian, so I have no responsibility.
Tamaki-san took her out, right?
Probably.
Where?
I don't know.
What places would Tamaki-san likely go to?
Who knows?
Then where does she always go?
Dr. Arai's Buddhist temple, maybe?
Buddhist temple?
Tamaki-san went there?
I often go there.
You're doing this on purpose, aren't you?
I'm just answering your questions.
Shinkurou!
Murasaki!
I need to talk to you.
I'm the one that needs to talk to you!
Where'd you go?
Forget that, I have something more important to discuss.
Shinkurou, break up with Yuuno right this instant.
Wh-What'd you say?
Yuuno is a deceiving woman!
Her image of being a loose and useful woman is a farce!
What are you saying?
I'm a better woman than anyone!
That's why you became a lolicon, right?
Who's a lolicon?!
Tamaki-san put some more strange ideas into your mind again, didn't she?
I'm saying you'll be unhappy if you choose a cheap woman who acts familiar!
Familiar?
You mean yourself?
How insolent! I'm not a cheap woman!
Just how should I say it so that you understand? This is getting on my nerves!
Today you'll be happy.
Tomorrow you'll be happy, too.
I'm sure my luck will be good tomorrow.
It has to be good.
She seems to be living in an old apartment named Samidare,
and there's one woman on guard at a love hotel across from it.
Benika's subordinate?
It is most likely Inuzuka Yayoi.
She must be inconvenienced living at an old apartment.
I'm not sure of Benika's motives,
but I'm concerned about Souju-sama's relation with her.
Souju?
Benika handled the security for the Inner Sanctuary.
It was a mistake to leave her alone with Souju so that she would have someone to talk to and be distracted by.
She put into her mind everything there was about the world outside.
Does it hurt?
Compared to pains of the heart, this is nothing.
I come to see you, just like I am now, don't I?
I can't even meet the one I love.
I was pulled away from my most beloved daughter who was conceived with that person.
Do I have to continue to accept this fate and live on?
Murasaki is Kazuko's child.
Don't ever say that she is your daughter again.
If I could live with her, I wouldn't mind making the Kuhouins my enemy.
Don't be foolish.
Do you want to see my suffering that much?
You are the only woman I have ever loved.
Please endure with that.
If I had lived a normal life,
I could have lived with the one I loved, had a child,
loved it, raised it, and shown it the happiness of a family.
And I can't even do that.
In its place, the Kuhouins have no inconveniences.
By having no inconveniences, there is no freedom in its stead.
Do you not see Murasaki as your own daughter?
I was born with the blood of a Kuhouin.
By placing my daughter in the Inner Sanctuary,
it is my answer to how I feel for my daughter.
I see.
So she is nothing but the family's priestess.
No!
Souju-sama! Souju-sama!
Quickly, take Murasaki outside!
Souju-sama! Souju-sama!
No, let me go!
Souju-sama!
Holding onto a Hina doll and dying...
She's a detestable woman right until the end.
Note: A Hina doll is used to pray for one's daughter's fortune.
Stop it!
Just how miserable do you want to make me?!
How cruel can you be?!
Just what am I to you?!
Hurry up and carry Souju out!
It couldn't be helped.
It couldn't be helped, you say?
I can only see the Inner Sanctuary as an illusion.
Illusions will eventually be brought back to reality and be crushed.
So that's why I wanted to slowly show her a bit of reality.
And that led Souju astray.
I couldn't stand seeing her like that anymore.
As of today, you will leave this house.
I was going to, even if you didn't tell me to.
It's making me go crazy too.
I will not permit any further utterances that defile the Kuhouins!
I'm disappointed in you.
I thought you would've done something more.
Leave.
Murasaki had found out that Souju was her real mother.
However, she couldn't possibly have entrusted her feelings to Murasaki.
No matter what Benika may do, the fate of a Kuhouin woman will not change.
What shall we do?
Bring back Murasaki without creating a disturbance, if possible.
Yes.
This will put an end to my mistakes.
An end... to it all.
sonna ni asette sa nani mo kamo shiritai to omowanaide
そんなに焦ってさ何もかも知りたいと思わないで
Rushing so much, don't think that you want to know everything.
kimi dake no RIZUMU de tokiakashite ikeba ii
君だけのリズムで解き明かしていけばいい
Just figure it out in your own rhythm.
demo ne chotto dake isoide sagashita houga ii kamo ne
でもねちょっとだけ急いで探した方がいいかもね
But it's probably better to rush and search just a little.
sunadokei to isshou ni SARASARA ochite yuku genjitsu to
砂時計と一緒にサラサラ落ちてゆく現実と
Along with the reality that gently falls with the hourglass.
futte kuru mirai kasanaru shunkan ichido daketo
降ってくる未来重なる瞬間一度だけと
The moment the raining future overlaps occurs only once.
sou kizuita
そう気付いた
I realized that.
hatenaku toumei na jiyuu ni iro o tsukete ikou It's my way
果てなく透明な自由に色をつけていこう It's my way
Let's color the endlessly transparent freedom: it's my way.
kousa suru IMEEJI kanji nagara sa
交差するイメージ感じながらさ
As we feel the crossing image.
kimi no yuku michi no kiseki ni sotto yorisoinagara we can take
君の行く道の軌跡にそっと寄り添いながら we can take
As we quietly snuggle up to the miracle on your path: we can take
betsubetsu no RAIN tadotte iku yo
別々のラインたどっていくよ
Tracing separate lines.
Crossing days.
I forget something that I want
try to get something important
I forgot something that I want
try to get something important
Next on kurenai:
Taking Care of Oneself and Cowardice.